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It seems ruthless that youtube is run by children who don't know what they're doing.
The top video is asmondgold
and the bottom video is diablo 4 gameplay

because part of me needs to recover and live and let live.

I want to receded from the swim i did

if i were gentle enough and i would enable it but i'm not that good

The amount of resources to enable that kind of game world in a way that doesn't seem to end is mind boggling.

and this goes without saying but I hope nobody is forced to deal with anything they don't want to deal with.

I streamed into Grand Theft Auto V Last night. A feat that I can't take much credit on because I think we all were in a desperate situation.

That said.. I feel Incompetent to a large degree to allow all the pieces of important puzzles to fall and be formed correctly.

is to unstuck myself

I'm really trying to get out of the way with what I watch on youtube.
If I could get out of the way of EVERYTHING I would full stop.

Honestly youtube. I don't want to act with things that are too vulnerable or that make me too vulnerable.

---somehow i reached a high wire act---
I just feel that i can't keep it up a