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and this goes without saying but I hope nobody is forced to deal with anything they don't want to deal with.

I streamed into Grand Theft Auto V Last night. A feat that I can't take much credit on because I think we all were in a desperate situation.

That said.. I feel Incompetent to a large degree to allow all the pieces of important puzzles to fall and be formed correctly.

is to unstuck myself

I'm really trying to get out of the way with what I watch on youtube.
If I could get out of the way of EVERYTHING I would full stop.

Honestly youtube. I don't want to act with things that are too vulnerable or that make me too vulnerable.

---somehow i reached a high wire act---
I just feel that i can't keep it up a

I'm sorry for using youtube because I don't know what's happening and I don't want to be a problem and I don't want backlash to my family, or the person uploading, or the content, or the admirers but I really have to learn how to get out of the way )()()()( if I was smarter and wiser I ...|| would t...

If I could see my social supports (no like say google) and someday choose to let go of ones I don't need for my person (as a way to free up resources) I would. For instance, if I do good in a video I seem to get more resources But what If I don't want those new resources or the topic it brings? Mayb...

lol
before I typed notice the show added "burn" to it

Burn notice is a great show.

My friend from Anarchy Online Amermito loved that show.

But I'm trying to not get involved with anything that's burning unless I really enjoy it.

It's probably a good rule of thumb that if I have to hold my breath to watch a video that it's probably not worthy it.

That's no reason for me to be stuck in my house but I just wanted to say. That's Amazing.................