I saved myself after watching Amish Paradise

[odielag]

by not auto watching the next video (white and nerdy)

[odielag]

I was going through my youtube feed and found a video that seemed expressive and natural (like I could possibly get under my problems)

But as I clicked on it to help with nature part of my brain said (before seeing it) what will you do with it?

and the first answer was "I'll put it on my blog" (this tiny odielag.com website)

So I couldn't get into the action

((the video I was talking about)) https://www.youtube.com/shorts/laPfAqRUZ-Q
The last video where watching seemed unstable was the car jumping off the ramp and a policeman running to it.